dreams flew in midnight rains
as the moon sunk in the flooding banks
i’ve fallen to pieces in the mud
and now i’m out for blood
*
dreams cut through veins
as my misplaced soul sinks in the camouflaged sins
i’ve fallen to pieces in the mud
and now i’m out for blood
*
was it me or was it my heart opening to quick
god damned insecurities
growing in life’s fucking impurities
was it the untold story
that got me living under the shadow of shame
*
dreams flew in midnight rains
as the moon drowned in the flooding banks
i’ve fallen to pieces in the mud
and now i’m out for blood
*
assassinate this pain
and all its beautiful mess where i’m caged in
destroy all this dirty air i breathe
and all of its advertising campaign where it seeps
*
was it me
or was it my heart opening to quick;
in these god damned insecurities
growing in life’s fucking impurities;
another unwritten chapter in the untold story
that got me living under the shadow of shame
dear camouflage i’ve made,
love
the self sabotage i have made
c. May 2019. BGW
