im sorry that ive made a lot of mistakes. im not perfect. i wish i could be that person everyone can count on everytime. but i can’t be there for everyone. i wish i could not be so stubborn in my ways, and learn to be more receptive. im trying. I’ve ruined some relationships. im a bridge burner, and now i caught myself on fire, and im paying the price. my smile has slipped away, far away, to somewhere i desperately seek and to find again. my heart shatters like fragile glass, and i cut my fingers picking up the pieces. i hang on for dear life as i feel the rope slide and burn through my hands. inch by inch i slip away, and everything i had falls off the cliffs edge. my desire, like a fire that will never extinguish, still sees you. im sorry ive made some mistakes. distractions, unintentional actions that piled up into a false facade. all i can say in this confessional is, im sorry. tomorrow, the sun will rise, and bring me another day. a day where i get to try and be better. and that’s all i can do, is to try and carry on.
c. 2013 bgw